I haven’t been smiling this big lately. I’ve actually shed a lot of tears recently and probably had a down look on my face. If you know me, you know that I do smile quite often and almost all the time it is genuine. Over the years, I’ve noticed that if i’m not smiling I am sometimes asked “are you ok? what’s wrong?” Or no one asks and stays clear of me because my natural / relaxed face seemingly looks quite upset (I'm learning to love this about myself) some may even call it